Abomination

I'm tired and I have no strength to express even a word of what I'm thinking. But here's the deal. It doesn't matter. No matter how fatigued I am, or how much you care, or how much some one cries about it, it goes on. Without a communal effort against it, it will always go on.
A parent's love is an eternal bond. Children can always count upon their back up, their parents. A person, how much ever old, will always be looked after by their parents. But what happens when the only two people you rely on, in this entire world, give up on you, don't make an effort to empathize, disregard your emotions, give menial or no value to your words, ignore your vulnerability, get fed up due to hurdles in their life or become a reason behind you ending your life.
As a being grows old, he realises that his circle gets smaller. He talks to less people, and looks for reliance more than the quantity factor. And at milestones of life, he finds that his parents and siblings are the only constants. Lucky be he, if he has friends he can count on. Family, Squad, forever, eternal bond, unbreakable knots. 
The fact that you'd rather blend into the normative culture for the sake of acceptance than accept your own blood, is beyond me. How much driven are you by the egoism relating to your social status with an abstract value so high in your head that you'd rather miss the very existence of your own creation. And if you save their life, may be because you care or may be because you don't want it to become an issue, you don't mind losing their mental stability. The very notion, the behaviour towards your child as if they have no worries in life, and how you have gone through much more and they haven't seen the world yet, is wrong. Plain wrong.
Your child, isn't a responsibility. It was never coaxed upon you. It was never an obligation. Then why treat them like one. You chose to bring up someone. You chose to mould them. Probably nurtured them in a way that was to your benefit. Shaped them in a way that would serve to your self-esteem in your world. But as much as you would like to have it that way, their life is NOT yours to take. You created them, you cannot destroy them.